No More Babies!

my baby girl is turning 2 in just a short 2 months. i am having a really hard time dealing with it. I find myself constantly saying it out loud to everyone, "she's almost 2" and to her "you're almost 2". she's just changing so much, her face, her body, her vocabulary, her abilities. It's all changing so fast. too fast. i want her to go back to being about 9 months old for about 3 years, then for her to be 18-22 months for about 2 years then 5 years old and then, finally, resume her normal aging path. lol.
i am so in love with her at this age that she is now. i enjoy watching her learn new things and discover her likes and dislikes. she is so curious and adventurous. she plays the harmonica, it has to be the cutest thing i have ever seen. since halloween we have learned that she is an expert swordsman ( Sunny was a pirate and Violet loves the sword). and she's so sassy. when i get her dress she prances around switching her hips and checks herself in the mirror. OMG!! just so cute and i dont want her to get older. i want her to stay right where she is. my sweet, wily and vivacious 22 month old.
honestly, i think the biggest issue i am having is that she is the last baby. after her there will be no more (unless we win the powerball but aint nobody playing lottery over here).  so i will love her up, take lots of pictures and cherish every second.

MAKE IT LAST FOREVER...

JAMES AND ALL HIS PUSHY WAYS, PUSHED HIS WAY INTO MY LIFE A GOOD 14 YEARS AGO. AFTER A STINT AS BEST FRIENDS I ENDED FALLING IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. OF COURSE I FELL BECAUSE HE PUSHED ME. LOL. BUT ITS NOT ABOUT THE JOURNEY BUT THE DESTINATION, RIGHT? NEEDLESS TO SAY I FELL AND STILL FALL FROM TIME TO TIME.

AFTER A FEW UPS AND DOWNS AND 2 KIDS AND BEING TOGETHER FOR 10 YEARS WE FINALLY GOT MARRIED. RECENTLY LEBRON JAMES MARRIED HIS HIGH SCHOOL AFTER ABOUT 10 YEARS, WHO HE HAS 2 KIDS WITH. I AM NOT PARTICULARLY A FAN OF KING JAMES. (I'M FROM L.A. AND AM A KOBE LOYALIST.)  BUT BOY DO I LOVE THAT COUPLE! THEY ARE SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL.

BECAUSE THEY ARE SO SIMILAR TO ME AND JAMES ( OH WOW EVEN THE NAME) I FEEL LIKE I KNOW ABOUT WHAT THEY'VE GONE THROUGH. I FEEL AS IF I KNOW THEIR STORY AND THAT IT  HASN'T BEEN THE EASIEST TO GET THE POINT OF MARRIAGE. ESPECIALLY WITH HIM RISING TO FAME AND THE STRUGGLE THAT COMES ALONG WITH ALL THAT. ITS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE AS THEY CHANGE FROM A CHILD INTO AN ADULT. I KNOW IT TAKES A LOT OF LOVE AND COMMITMENT TO KEEP COMING BACK TO EACH OTHER AND TO CHOOSE TO STAY TOGETHER.

HATS OFF TO THE TWO OF THEM. LEBRON HAS BEEN SHARING PICS FROM THEIR HONEYMOON ON HIS INSTAGRAM AND THE LOVE HE HAS FOR HER SEEMS LIKE TYPE OF LOVE THAT COMES FROM APPRECIATION. A REALLY REALISTIC, MATURE KIND OF LOVE. BELIEVE YOU, ME I KNOW ALL ABOUT IT.

CONGRATS TO THE BEAUTIFUL COUPLE.